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Well there goes my hope
By Randall0123 » Posted Jun. 12, 2015 7:56am - 840 views - 14 comments

So I just got a call from the doctor. They want me to go back again today or tomorrow for my levels drawn again. but my results came back. Numbers are way above 3700. She said that numbers above 2,500 you should be able to see something on a Transvaginal U/S. She wants me to still come on Wednesday but she doesn't think the pregnancy is viable. So I guess this is it...really don't know how to feel. I had a good cry on Wednesday and came to terms with everything and tried to be optimistic and tell myself at least I know I can get pregnant now after over a year and half of trying and nothing. I wish I wasn't at work right now.

Comments for this Journal Entry

	Comment from Kate0406 » Posted Jun. 12, 2015 9:15am My prayers are with you.
	Comment from Summer0120 » Posted Jun. 12, 2015 9:01am So sorry to hear this. :( I was really rooting for a good outcome for you. It's good you can see at least one positive side. You now know you can get pregnant. Praying for you!!
	Comment from ericalee » Posted Jun. 12, 2015 9:00am But you did see a yolk sac right?? My doctors have always said around 10,000 to see a hb. 2500 seems incredibly low to expect to see the baby. I hope your next blood draw brings higher numbers!!
	Comment from MalPal85 » Posted Jun. 12, 2015 8:48am So sorry to hear this news. I'm still hoping for you on Wednesday but I just want you to know that I discovered I had a blighted ovum in January and it was rough but I just kept telling myself "at least I know I can get pregnant." Also, I got pregnant first try after that (I hear your more fertile after a good clean out (D&C)). Not sure you wanted to hear this or not but I'm thinking about you.
	Comment from aprilluvsmoz » Posted Jun. 12, 2015 8:39am Im so sorry. Just please dont give up hope. You are right at least you can get pregnant thats half the bottle. You are in my thoughts and prayers and just know one day you will have your rainbow baby.
	Comment from HzlGreenEyes » Posted Jun. 12, 2015 8:36am I am so sorry. I wish there was something I could say to make things better. Just know that GOD has a plan... don't really know what yet. Keep your head up and have faith. We never understand why and maybe we aren't meant to know. I'm praying for you.