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My Due Date: June 24, 2013I have given birth!
Age: 38 years old
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03/28/2013
By nesssicle » Posted Mar. 28, 2013 2:17pm - 169 views - 0 comments
Im sitting here today thinking about my mom. Its been two weeks and she still hasn't chose to contact me. Its a shame she's chose to spend most of pregnancy mad at me. Mad at one choice ive made for MY CHILD. Its utterly ridiculous. I let it all go and forgave her, and she just cant.
Being pregnant with your first child is a time where you want your mom to be there the most. My mom has been nothing but confrontational and off putting. I never would have thought things would be like this. As my due date approaches, it bothers me more and more.
If she chooses to contact me, im going to tell her that she needs to sincerely apologize to me and let this whole thing go and NEVER bring it up again...there is no discussion....if she cant, well then i guess she made the choice to not participate in my life for the moment.
I know she wont though...she'll continue to tell herself im mean and that its my hormones and that im an asshole. She'll cry at work about it because no one there knows the real her.
I hope i don't make these same mistakes with my children.....
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03/28/2013
By nesssicle » Posted Mar. 28, 2013 2:17pm - 169 views - 0 comments
Im sitting here today thinking about my mom. Its been two weeks and she still hasn't chose to contact me. Its a shame she's chose to spend most of pregnancy mad at me. Mad at one choice ive made for MY CHILD. Its utterly ridiculous. I let it all go and forgave her, and she just cant.
Being pregnant with your first child is a time where you want your mom to be there the most. My mom has been nothing but confrontational and off putting. I never would have thought things would be like this. As my due date approaches, it bothers me more and more.
If she chooses to contact me, im going to tell her that she needs to sincerely apologize to me and let this whole thing go and NEVER bring it up again...there is no discussion....if she cant, well then i guess she made the choice to not participate in my life for the moment.
I know she wont though...she'll continue to tell herself im mean and that its my hormones and that im an asshole. She'll cry at work about it because no one there knows the real her.
I hope i don't make these same mistakes with my children.....
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