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My Due Date: June 22, 2016I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 30 years old
Location: Australia
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More bad news, feeling sorry for myself. *Trigger warning*
By Gymnast36 » Posted Dec. 22, 2015 5:18am - 403 views - 2 comments
Seriously don't know what on earth I did to deserve all this! Ended up I hospital again on Friday with urinary retention due to dehydration from caused by my hyperemesis gravidarum. Apparently being so dehydrated had irritated my bladder lining. Today I had a bit of a bleed ended up in emergency again. Found out that I have a haematoma that has probably been the cause of the bleeding. Baby is measuring perfect but while they were looking at that they found out that my placenta is lying too low, (placenta previa) and my cervix is shortening (might need a cerclage). Like honestly what the $&?! else could go wrong? Is it so wrong to want a healthy pregnancy with a healthy rainbow baby at the end? Have I not had enough of a bad time? This time last year we found out our baby had died because of a huge sub chorionic haematoma and I had a D&C Christmas Eve. I'm really starting to hate Christmas.
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More bad news, feeling sorry for myself. *Trigger warning*
By Gymnast36 » Posted Dec. 22, 2015 5:18am - 403 views - 2 comments
Seriously don't know what on earth I did to deserve all this! Ended up I hospital again on Friday with urinary retention due to dehydration from caused by my hyperemesis gravidarum. Apparently being so dehydrated had irritated my bladder lining. Today I had a bit of a bleed ended up in emergency again. Found out that I have a haematoma that has probably been the cause of the bleeding. Baby is measuring perfect but while they were looking at that they found out that my placenta is lying too low, (placenta previa) and my cervix is shortening (might need a cerclage). Like honestly what the $&?! else could go wrong? Is it so wrong to want a healthy pregnancy with a healthy rainbow baby at the end? Have I not had enough of a bad time? This time last year we found out our baby had died because of a huge sub chorionic haematoma and I had a D&C Christmas Eve. I'm really starting to hate Christmas.
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 | Comment from Mrsfingerscrossd » Posted Dec. 22, 2015 3:04pm I am sorry you are going though all this. But you have a precious little one that you need to focus on taking everything that comes one day at a time. I know it's hard but dwelling on what's been difficult and comparing yourself to others won't achieve anything but make you upset. I hope things get easier for you in the new year. Xx |
 | Comment from HzlGreenEyes » Posted Dec. 22, 2015 9:27am I'm sorry that you feel like this. Pregnancy is not always easy and for those who have an easy pregnancy, it is hard for us to comprehend. I've had an easy and a difficult pregnancy so I know both sides of the spectrum. Just try to be easy on yourself and keep your mind calm. Too much stress will also trigger other things. I don't like Mother's day because year after year, things have happened that day for me. This too shall pass. I hope things get better soon for you. |
