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My Due Date: March 26, 2015I have given birth!
Age: 43 years old
Location: Hohenfels , Germany
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Seeing the light at the end of the tunnel !
By knicole27 » Posted Sep. 28, 2014 6:28am - 442 views - 3 comments
My last journal entry was pretty bleak . It's been a few days . I have had some time to think about things . Communicate with my husband my feelings , I've come to grips with my own emotions and I know that they are all valid . I've also took some time to let myself mourn at the fact that a daughter just might not be in my future . I was bitter about it . But now I've been taking time to hear out others both with two boys close and age and opposite sex siblings close in age and it's helped me a lot . I'm excited for this brotherly bond . I find myself wondering if new baby will look like Liam . I'm happy that they will have each other to do all those dirty and gross boy things with and yes I will be out numbered by testosterone but boys sure do love their mommas !
We also decided on a name which I feel has helped me tremendously to connect to him . Is it THE name !? It might not be but .. The fact my hubby and I agree on it and love it is enough . I know my mother in law and my step mom will hate the name but I don't care . It's not their baby ! Plus we gave him cute initials that he can choose to go by if he feels so . :)
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Seeing the light at the end of the tunnel !
By knicole27 » Posted Sep. 28, 2014 6:28am - 442 views - 3 comments
My last journal entry was pretty bleak . It's been a few days . I have had some time to think about things . Communicate with my husband my feelings , I've come to grips with my own emotions and I know that they are all valid . I've also took some time to let myself mourn at the fact that a daughter just might not be in my future . I was bitter about it . But now I've been taking time to hear out others both with two boys close and age and opposite sex siblings close in age and it's helped me a lot . I'm excited for this brotherly bond . I find myself wondering if new baby will look like Liam . I'm happy that they will have each other to do all those dirty and gross boy things with and yes I will be out numbered by testosterone but boys sure do love their mommas !
We also decided on a name which I feel has helped me tremendously to connect to him . Is it THE name !? It might not be but .. The fact my hubby and I agree on it and love it is enough . I know my mother in law and my step mom will hate the name but I don't care . It's not their baby ! Plus we gave him cute initials that he can choose to go by if he feels so . :)
Comments for this Journal Entry
 | Comment from aprilluvsmoz » Posted Sep. 29, 2014 8:41am Im glad everything turned around, you probably just needed time to process. Your right now you have something to look forward to watching your little ones grow together. |
 | Comment from knicole27 » Posted Sep. 29, 2014 5:00am ty for that! I know once he is here I will fall in love all over again . Its nice to hear from other moms of boys!!! We picked out a name so its starting to feel real and i am getting excited , slowly but surely |
| Comment from Bostonmama08 » Posted Sep. 28, 2014 6:39pm I also felt a little deflated at the gender ultrasound for our last and final baby....secretly. We already had a boy and knowing this was our last, I really wanted the experience of having a daughter. But, the tech found a nice healthy penis! LOL! Honestly....and I am being VERY honest here......I am 1000% satisfied and extremely happy we have two boys. Holy moly.....the feeling of having two mamas boys....priceless! Boys do love and protect their mamas....fiercely....and the ability to create and mold a decent, loving and kind man for this world is the best damn feeling on the planet! I am now NOT sorry I didnt have a girl! And yes, I am being bluntly honest! I am the one who always dreamed of having my girl....and I would never ever change it. Not for anything! Congrats on your boy!! |
