Amarylis13's Pregnancy

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2.5 weeks post partum
Posted Sep. 27, 2014 2:06pm - 336 views - 0 comments
I feel like myself again. The horrible depression that I struggled with for the pregnancy is gone. I felt better the next day after giving birth. I still struggle with the memories of how the labor we... [Read more]realization
Posted Aug. 26, 2014 9:18pm - 459 views - 2 comments
I have realized that there is no way we can afford circumcision. I don't want my mom asking around for it either. Paying off my hospital bill and credit cards is more important to me than the surgery ... [Read more]crying again
Posted Aug. 15, 2014 10:52am - 728 views - 1 comment
I've had to cry twice this morning. I am so uncomfortable, nothing fits, I'm too hot, I feel like throwing up. My contacts hurt when I put them in. This pregnancy has been so much hell I hope I lose m... [Read more]33 weeks 2 days
Posted Aug. 10, 2014 2:14pm - 351 views - 0 comments
Contractions that arn't quite painful but noticeable. Lower back pain and nausea. If I don't go into full out labour today I will be surprised. I am aching so bad and just don't feel right. I am waiti... [Read more]32 weeks 5 days
Posted Aug. 6, 2014 11:13am - 362 views - 0 comments
I have removed myself off of bedrest. No contractions, leaking, or bleeding. Having 2 men run my house was going to put me into labour again for sure since I have noticed my contractions are directly... [Read more]31 weeks 4 days
Posted Jul. 29, 2014 1:20pm - 345 views - 0 comments
Had to go against drs orders today and be semi active. my hips and back ached so bad from basically sitting and only getting up to use the bathroom for over a week. So I sorted my daughters toys since... [Read more]31 weeks
Posted Jul. 25, 2014 1:07pm - 377 views - 2 comments
Made it to 31 weeks. 3 more to my first goal. Ultrasound this morning showed cervix is still 2.5 cm long. No change at all. Still getting random contractions. Bed rest is horrible so much stuff I wan... [Read more]everything crossed
Posted Jul. 21, 2014 10:15am - 345 views - 0 comments
i may be able to go home on weds. Providing i stay on bed rest and have a family member stay with me. Had some browb spotting this morning and now nothing so i hope it was from all the exams. ... [Read more]