Amarylis13's Pregnancy

My Journal - Page 4

Holy amazing book
Posted May. 29, 2014 10:31pm - 207 views - 1 comment
I've been realizing a lot of my handicaps in life come from childhood abuse. My father was very obvious with this abuse: verbal and emotional abuse. Where as now that I am older I am realizing my mom ... [Read more]What is with prenatal care in my city? *warning-huge rant and slightly upsetting to some*
Posted May. 26, 2014 8:34pm - 277 views - 2 comments
I have had it with prenatal care. Before my daughter I had a missed miscarriage. No dating scan prior and when the dr couldn't find a heartbeat she told me my dates were off, didn't book and u... [Read more]lmao wow.
Posted May. 25, 2014 7:12pm - 221 views - 2 comments
So just got home from the hospital after getting injured while on the bus. All I wanted were some pot holders from the dollarstore. On the way home bus got cut off by a crappy driver, bus driver slamm... [Read more]just my luck
Posted May. 25, 2014 10:00am - 183 views - 1 comment
So I thought I would check out meetup.com again since new groups are always appearing on there. Found a group and got all excited. People with social anxiety too that are wanting to meet for weekly co... [Read more]54% complete
Posted May. 21, 2014 11:18am - 245 views - 3 comments
This can't be over quick enough. I like the outcome of pregnancy but dear god do I hate pregnancy. Why can't we lay an egg or something like that? I never hit that feel good for a couple of weeks stag... [Read more]another lonely pregnancy
Posted May. 18, 2014 7:50pm - 217 views - 2 comments
Atleast I have my daughter. I've given up on counselling not going to book another appointment. After being told by people it's my looks that make them not want to be friends and then find out people ... [Read more]21 weeks and total self change
Posted May. 16, 2014 9:02pm - 178 views - 0 comments
Ive bleached out my hair, bought new makeup that isnt centered around the colours black red and white. The shoes I wear are actually blue and white. Havent owned a non black or plaid pair of shoes in ... [Read more]Morning sickness returning
Posted May. 10, 2014 11:33am - 171 views - 0 comments
I have only gained 6 pounds this pregnancy. That was after losing about the same amount. My nausea is now returning and I am back to throwing up. I can't have anything warm to drink or it comes up rig... [Read more]