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My Due Date: July 14, 2015I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 37 years old
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Lost....
By dnmarie11 » Posted Dec. 26, 2014 7:24pm - 697 views - 4 comments
Been a while since I have been on here. Just lost my husband Dec 9th. We spent 15 yrs together..were high school sweethearts. He was my everything.... My soul mate, my best friend. We had just decided to start a family together. We found out I was pregnant Oct 30 th. We could not have been more excited. This was suppose to be a new chapter in our lives together... Now I am all alone and facing motherhood on my own. I will never understand why this happened.... It will never make sense to me. And people keep telling me it will get easier with time... I don't believe it. Right now... I'm not sure how to live without him. I feel so empty and broken.... And it is so painful. I am trying to be strong for our baby... But it is so hard.
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Lost....
By dnmarie11 » Posted Dec. 26, 2014 7:24pm - 697 views - 4 comments
Been a while since I have been on here. Just lost my husband Dec 9th. We spent 15 yrs together..were high school sweethearts. He was my everything.... My soul mate, my best friend. We had just decided to start a family together. We found out I was pregnant Oct 30 th. We could not have been more excited. This was suppose to be a new chapter in our lives together... Now I am all alone and facing motherhood on my own. I will never understand why this happened.... It will never make sense to me. And people keep telling me it will get easier with time... I don't believe it. Right now... I'm not sure how to live without him. I feel so empty and broken.... And it is so painful. I am trying to be strong for our baby... But it is so hard.
Comments for this Journal Entry
 | Comment from JaxyBoBaxy » Posted Dec. 27, 2014 11:58am Would it help any if you put together a scrap book of happy memories of him? It might help knowing that you have something that you can share it with your child. Much luck and strength to you. |
 | Comment from estone » Posted Dec. 26, 2014 11:38pm I am so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine. I have lost a sibling and a parent, but I couldn't imagine losing my husband, especially while pregnant. My thoughts are with you. |
 | Comment from dnmarie11 » Posted Dec. 26, 2014 7:55pm Thank you for your kind words. This baby is what will get me through.... If it wasn't for baby, I just don't know..... It is unreal that something like this could even happen... I can't understand how this could be Gods plan for us. |
 | Comment from TotMama » Posted Dec. 26, 2014 7:43pm I'm so very for your loss. I can't even imagine what your going throught. I too would be lost. I'm not gonna say things will get easier because grief is a process and everyone copes with it differently. I will say embrace your pregnancy as your husband would want you to. He still lives on with the life your carrying. If you ever need someome to talk to please send me a message. I'm not currently pregnant anymore but I'm still on here daily :) *Hugs* |
