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My Due Date: April 1, 2013I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 34 years old
Location: United Kingdom
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feeling fat and guilty :(
By magicmikki23 » Posted Nov. 21, 2012 8:06am - 284 views - 0 comments
Hi, well my entry is not as upbeat as my previous ones unfortunately. Although pregnancy is treating me well and I am over the moon at having a healthy baby girl, I cannot get rid of the feeling of feeling fat and ugly. No one has said that to me and my partner says that Ive not put 'fat weight' on, but because I lost so much weight before I became pregnant ( 11 stone down to just under 8 stone), I now feel enormous. I feel guilty every time I eat and then I just feel sick and think omg I shouldnt of eaten that, but my head knows that I need to for my baby's sake.....I am sick of this because I want my baby to get all the food she needs and I dont want to constantly feel like I shouldnt be eating either. I just seem to have a battle between trying to do the best for my baby and the fear of putting too much weight on...I really dont know what to do about it now, or where its sudden;y come from?? xx :(
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feeling fat and guilty :(
By magicmikki23 » Posted Nov. 21, 2012 8:06am - 284 views - 0 comments
Hi, well my entry is not as upbeat as my previous ones unfortunately. Although pregnancy is treating me well and I am over the moon at having a healthy baby girl, I cannot get rid of the feeling of feeling fat and ugly. No one has said that to me and my partner says that Ive not put 'fat weight' on, but because I lost so much weight before I became pregnant ( 11 stone down to just under 8 stone), I now feel enormous. I feel guilty every time I eat and then I just feel sick and think omg I shouldnt of eaten that, but my head knows that I need to for my baby's sake.....I am sick of this because I want my baby to get all the food she needs and I dont want to constantly feel like I shouldnt be eating either. I just seem to have a battle between trying to do the best for my baby and the fear of putting too much weight on...I really dont know what to do about it now, or where its sudden;y come from?? xx :(
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