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Still Don't Feel Pregnant
By Eluria88 » Posted Jan. 22, 2014 1:11am - 246 views - 5 comments

Just over 8 weeks and I don't feel pregnant at all. I feel bloated (fat) and hungry a lot. My boobs hurt pretty bad a lot of the time but occasionally that fades and they feel fine. I remember with both my boys I was sick from 5 weeks through 15-16 weeks. This time nothing.

I was not sick with my missed miscarriage and it scares me to think that I may not feel pregnant because my baby is dead. I didn't lose breast tenderness with my miscarriage until I was around 9w3d. I didn't lose the baby until 12w4d. I don't really know how to remain positive at this point. I will have another appointment on Feb 6th but I'm not sure I can wait that long. I just want to cry most of the time because I cannot stand to lose another baby, but things don't seem right to me.

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	Comment from gotababylady » Posted Jan. 22, 2014 4:53pm Its hard to stay positive but you have to try and trust your body again. I you must feel like it let you down last time but you were made for this. Specially created to carry life. I had a hard time trusting my body again too but give yourself a chance.
	Comment from Eluria88 » Posted Jan. 22, 2014 2:57pm I've already had 3 ultrasounds (one was on friday) and I'm getting a 4th on the 6th lol. Thing is the baby measured 6w6d which is only 3 days older than my miscarried baby. There was a HB but I'm terrified it's stopped beating.
	Comment from gotababylady » Posted Jan. 22, 2014 10:07am *can't wait*
	Comment from gotababylady » Posted Jan. 22, 2014 10:06am I'd call your dr. and let them know how stressed you are. I was the same way after my miscarriage. When I found out I was pregnant again I was sure things would go wrong and this pregnancy has been so very different then my successful ones. I told my dr. how scared I was and because of my pervious miscarriage she was able to send me for an early ultrasound at 7 weeks. Call today maybe they can get you in if they wont and you just can wait go to the er making something up and get one. If it helps set your mind at ease its worth it.
	Comment from mrsamanda » Posted Jan. 22, 2014 9:05am Try to stay positive. I'm 14 weeks tomorrow and still don't really feel pregnant except for my boobs are a little tender still. Not much longer and you can get to the doctor to find out.