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Sianny's Pregnancy
My Due Date: January 2, 2015I have given birth!
Age: 40 years old
Location: United Kingdom
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Tomorrow, tomorrow...
By Sianny » Posted Jun. 10, 2014 2:55pm - 281 views - 5 comments
Well tomorrow is the day, the first scan after the dreaded 8wk mark. 8wks and three days was how big my last bean measured at our 12wk scan, for four weeks I never knew anything was wrong in there even after having a scan at 6wks due to bleeding. I know to some this probably sounds rather stupid, I'm aware that if the worst should happen is more then likely not going to happen at 8wks again buy still it niggles, my unfriendly little worry monster.
This time round it was an early scan at 7wks Fir bleeding again so still the dreaded 8wk mark played on my mind, still is.
I'm not going to lie I am not in the least bit excited and in fact I'm petrified. No matter how much I try to forget it or chill out I'm still very aware of the looming day.
tick tock tick tock
I have to wait for most of the day too as the private scan isn't until 6.15pm.
I don't think I'm even going to be able to look at the screen...
Oh I so hope that by this time tomorrow I'll be gazing at a fuzzy scan of the little 10wk (preferably+5) sized bean.
Must stay realistic though.
Must prepare for any outcome.
Must be strong.
Must stop being a drama queen too, but if the shoe fits...
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Tomorrow, tomorrow...
By Sianny » Posted Jun. 10, 2014 2:55pm - 281 views - 5 comments
Well tomorrow is the day, the first scan after the dreaded 8wk mark. 8wks and three days was how big my last bean measured at our 12wk scan, for four weeks I never knew anything was wrong in there even after having a scan at 6wks due to bleeding. I know to some this probably sounds rather stupid, I'm aware that if the worst should happen is more then likely not going to happen at 8wks again buy still it niggles, my unfriendly little worry monster.
This time round it was an early scan at 7wks Fir bleeding again so still the dreaded 8wk mark played on my mind, still is.
I'm not going to lie I am not in the least bit excited and in fact I'm petrified. No matter how much I try to forget it or chill out I'm still very aware of the looming day.
tick tock tick tock
I have to wait for most of the day too as the private scan isn't until 6.15pm.
I don't think I'm even going to be able to look at the screen...
Oh I so hope that by this time tomorrow I'll be gazing at a fuzzy scan of the little 10wk (preferably+5) sized bean.
Must stay realistic though.
Must prepare for any outcome.
Must be strong.
Must stop being a drama queen too, but if the shoe fits...
Comments for this Journal Entry
 | Comment from Sianny » Posted Jun. 11, 2014 1:26am Thank you ladies not sure what I'd be like if I didn't have you to confide in. I'm sure I'm being over emotional and hormonal and tonight I'll be showing off my scan picture. Fingers crossed x |
 | Comment from Kitten90 » Posted Jun. 10, 2014 8:52pm It is totally understandable to be worried. I hope everything is well and you get to see that little baby wiggling around a bit =) I still get super nervous before my ultrasounds too. |
 | Comment from Mrs_HT » Posted Jun. 10, 2014 6:02pm Keeping you in my prayers. I am still optimistic that this is your time! |
 | Comment from aprilluvsmoz » Posted Jun. 10, 2014 3:33pm Even in the worst of storms there may be a rainbow. Its good that you have made it to this point. Sending you thoughts and prayers, best of luck that you see your beautiful ,happy and healthy bean tomorrow! |
| Comment from Cattsmeow » Posted Jun. 10, 2014 3:14pm My thoughts and prayers are with you. |
