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Chemica Pregnancyl-beta #2 is zero
By Never_give_up » Posted Sep. 9, 2015 9:27am - 281 views - 3 comments

Pregnancy #8 will not be not our Rainbow. :( After 5 clinical miscarriages (4 with Heartbeats) and now my 3rd Chemical pregnancy, I don't know if this will ever happen for us. I took synthroid for my thyroid, prednisolone and lovenox (which brought my ANA to negative). I was so sure this FET was going to be a success.. My breasts are still very sore and swollen even though I have stopped my HRT injections. Part of me just wants to try again as soon as possible, but we only have one frozen embryo left. My RE is still away, so when I have my WTF appoint I intend on demanding a natural cycle. I had asked for a natural with this cycle, but he discouraged me saying that they don't do FET's on weekends, so depending on when I ovulate, if my optimal transfer date falls on a weekend, my cycle will have to be cancelled. The other thing I want to have done is another hysteroscopy. I only had an HSG done since my 5th m/c and 3rd D&C. Since then I have had a blighted ovum and 2 CP's. I wonder if there could possibly be scarring from Asherman's in my uterus that couldn't be detected by HSG...Why is it that I am always left with so many questions and no definite answers?

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	Comment from aprilluvsmoz » Posted Sep. 11, 2015 11:11am I am so sorry for your loss. Just keep your head up, you know that your rainbow is coming in the near future. You just have a puzzle right now that you are trying to solve. My thoughts are with you.
	Comment from HzlGreenEyes » Posted Sep. 9, 2015 11:12am You are in the right mental state. I pray that you will have your miracle because I believe they do happen. Don't give up just yet... Prayers are being sent your way. <3
	Comment from ericalee » Posted Sep. 9, 2015 11:12am I am so very sorry for this loss and all of the others before it. I had 5 miscarriages before welcoming my daughter this past April. Have you ever seen an immunologist about your recurrent losses? I thought I had had every test under the sun and was on a bunch of meds they thought would help prevent loss (progesterone, aspirin, prednisone...) and I still kept miscarrying. I finally went to see a reproductive immunologist who ran some very specific tests on me and found out that my immune system would essentially go into attack mode and treat an embryo like it would a virus. I was on a bunch of meds to calm my immune system down and closely monitored and that is when I finally had success. Just wanted to suggest it in case it could be helpful since I understand being at a complete loss why this "bad luck" keeps happening over and over and over.