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I can't handle... anything right now
By itsbeans » Posted Apr. 26, 2015 9:19pm - 370 views - 2 comments
I can't handle today.
I can't handle this diet today. I just want to eat pizza and ice cream today.
We're in the process of trying to evict a tenant, she's horrible for late payment and I'm on my last straw with her. She essentially wrote me a useless check on Saturday (25 days late in payment for April's rent). New account at a new bank check #101 and it doesn't even have her name printed on it. So of course, we went to said bank to cash it and she doesn't have the funds in there. Fantastic.
Now it's 10:16pm and the sewer line in the building is backing up into the basement AGAIN. This is the third time this year and we're only four months in. I can't handle this house today.
I have two pregnancy related appointments on Tuesday. I don't really want to go to either of them but of course, I'm going.
I'm only 30 weeks in, there's still 10 weeks to go and I'm feeling like I just want to be done. I mean I don't want the baby to be early, I want her to grow and be healthy but at the same time, today, I just don't want to do this anymore.
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I can't handle... anything right now
By itsbeans » Posted Apr. 26, 2015 9:19pm - 370 views - 2 comments
I can't handle today.
I can't handle this diet today. I just want to eat pizza and ice cream today.
We're in the process of trying to evict a tenant, she's horrible for late payment and I'm on my last straw with her. She essentially wrote me a useless check on Saturday (25 days late in payment for April's rent). New account at a new bank check #101 and it doesn't even have her name printed on it. So of course, we went to said bank to cash it and she doesn't have the funds in there. Fantastic.
Now it's 10:16pm and the sewer line in the building is backing up into the basement AGAIN. This is the third time this year and we're only four months in. I can't handle this house today.
I have two pregnancy related appointments on Tuesday. I don't really want to go to either of them but of course, I'm going.
I'm only 30 weeks in, there's still 10 weeks to go and I'm feeling like I just want to be done. I mean I don't want the baby to be early, I want her to grow and be healthy but at the same time, today, I just don't want to do this anymore.
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 | Comment from itsbeans » Posted Apr. 28, 2015 8:54am Thank you Stickybean I'm feeling much better today (I did eat that pizza, but not the ice cream, my blood sugar was a teeny bit high but my doctor said not to worry about it, it was 129 when they want it under 120.) I feel like everything is resolved now, no more sewage in the basement, the tenant SHOULD be out by June 1 and I SHOULD have both April and May's rent on Friday. |
 | Comment from stickybean1976 » Posted Apr. 26, 2015 10:29pm It's normal to have good and bad days hun, hang in there and if you need to have a cheat meal, go for it. I know you say your over weight, but you have to feel happy and if a pizza and ice-cream is going to do it today, have a small amount ;-) Tomorrow is a new day x |
