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My Due Date: I suffered a pregnancy lossAge: 36 years old
Expecting: Twins
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week 6 give or take a day or two
By waitingonmyrainbow » Posted Dec. 9, 2016 7:29am - 328 views - 2 comments
So today marks week 6 or going by my first sonar 5 w 5d or 5w6d.
I am so worried and stressed about what can happen and I am trying not to work myself up at all.
Well that is not working. I have told only a handful of people about what is going on.
I will be more happy when I go back on the 20th for my second sonar. It would seem I am classed as a high risk. I was only wanting to make sure it was not an ectopic again. I keep wondering if it normal to have this fear and worry. Every little cramp sends me to the freak out zone. This time around we didn't even try. I lost my left tube earlier this year and I never knew if it would be this month so I just left it and waited till after 5 weeks to tested. which was a glaring positive. my test line was darker then the control line. My husband has warned me that this is the last time to even try. I just hope that this panic and stress will just go away. I think I might just calm down when I get to 14 weeks. ..
I don't have a support system going on right now but all will be ok.
So the DR said no sex , no working out, no hard work for now. the hubs is not happy about no1 but he must just toe the line. Here is to a happy healthy 9 months or so.....
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week 6 give or take a day or two
By waitingonmyrainbow » Posted Dec. 9, 2016 7:29am - 328 views - 2 comments
So today marks week 6 or going by my first sonar 5 w 5d or 5w6d.
I am so worried and stressed about what can happen and I am trying not to work myself up at all.
Well that is not working. I have told only a handful of people about what is going on.
I will be more happy when I go back on the 20th for my second sonar. It would seem I am classed as a high risk. I was only wanting to make sure it was not an ectopic again. I keep wondering if it normal to have this fear and worry. Every little cramp sends me to the freak out zone. This time around we didn't even try. I lost my left tube earlier this year and I never knew if it would be this month so I just left it and waited till after 5 weeks to tested. which was a glaring positive. my test line was darker then the control line. My husband has warned me that this is the last time to even try. I just hope that this panic and stress will just go away. I think I might just calm down when I get to 14 weeks. ..
I don't have a support system going on right now but all will be ok.
So the DR said no sex , no working out, no hard work for now. the hubs is not happy about no1 but he must just toe the line. Here is to a happy healthy 9 months or so.....
Comments for this Journal Entry
 | Comment from Mammoth » Posted Dec. 14, 2016 5:10am So sorry about your previous ectopic. That must make things worrying for you time time around. Only time will help you to feel more confident with this pregnancy. If you've already had one ultrasound that was fine, that's great. You've ruled out ectopic. Perhaps it would help you to see a counsellor so you have someone to help you express your hopes and fears to, someone unbiased and supportive. Perhaps your doc can refer you? Wishing you a smooth journey, health and happiness x |
 | Comment from SheisMrsCarter » Posted Dec. 9, 2016 1:19pm I am sorry to hear about your worries but I 100% understand. I never had an ectopic but I have had 3 very painful MC's and am pregnant again @11w with a cerclage, so I am very cautiously optimistic. But all we can do is hope for the best and enjoy these little beans growing inside of us. They deserve at least that. On the first ultrasound I'm assuming you were too early for them to tell which is common for scans that early, but I hope all is well when you go back on 12/20. God Bless and Baby Dust |
