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My Due Date: November 13, 2012I have given birth!
Age: 35 years old
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5w3d: Having an off day...
By avereemorgan1119 » Posted Mar. 16, 2012 1:33pm - 249 views - 0 comments
Work was tough, I haven't felt good, and pregnancy just hit me like a lead of brick... I'm constipated, I'm naseaus, I have no appetite, I'm completely exhausted, my whole body aches, I'm weepy and emotional and feel sad for no reason, I have heartburn and indigestion, I have chills and cramps and I really just wanna sleep. So it's definitely an off day. I'm sure things wil be better tomorrow, I'm just having a tough day today, and that happens. I kept myself up the other night thinking about having the baby and what it was going to be like when I finally get to see his or her face. And then I woke my husband up and talked about it with him, too. I'm so scared, but so excited at the same time. I always fear the worst, which is bad of me. I just want everything to go perfect, and for some reason after that miscarriage in September I'm just petrified.... but I know this little bean is a sticky one, because me and Daddy talk to him/her every night and say how much we love him/her (I just can't bring myself to call the baby an 'it'!) And I will cry with happiness when I finally hear that heartbeat, and then again when I finally get to hold him/her in my arms. Well at least I feel a little better now after blabbing to whoever's reading this :) I guess I wouldn't be a first time mommy if I never worried!
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5w3d: Having an off day...
By avereemorgan1119 » Posted Mar. 16, 2012 1:33pm - 249 views - 0 comments
Work was tough, I haven't felt good, and pregnancy just hit me like a lead of brick... I'm constipated, I'm naseaus, I have no appetite, I'm completely exhausted, my whole body aches, I'm weepy and emotional and feel sad for no reason, I have heartburn and indigestion, I have chills and cramps and I really just wanna sleep. So it's definitely an off day. I'm sure things wil be better tomorrow, I'm just having a tough day today, and that happens. I kept myself up the other night thinking about having the baby and what it was going to be like when I finally get to see his or her face. And then I woke my husband up and talked about it with him, too. I'm so scared, but so excited at the same time. I always fear the worst, which is bad of me. I just want everything to go perfect, and for some reason after that miscarriage in September I'm just petrified.... but I know this little bean is a sticky one, because me and Daddy talk to him/her every night and say how much we love him/her (I just can't bring myself to call the baby an 'it'!) And I will cry with happiness when I finally hear that heartbeat, and then again when I finally get to hold him/her in my arms. Well at least I feel a little better now after blabbing to whoever's reading this :) I guess I wouldn't be a first time mommy if I never worried!
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