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My Due Date: January 11, 2015I have given birth!
Age: 40 years old
Location: Newark, United States
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Hormones: Fights\Meltdowns
By hopejosh » Posted Dec. 11, 2014 7:58pm - 592 views - 2 comments
Not a great day. 25 days to go and these hormones are very much getting the best of me.
My husband likes to play Xbox and PlayStation. Fine and dandy. But he plays A lot. Well today, early afternoon, I just couldn't control myself. I can't stand a dirty, cluttered house. My husband knoows how I feel about it too. He has very few things around here that I ask him to do. Mainly dishes and help keeping our room and bathroom clean. I do everything else. Cook, clean, laundry, diapers etc.
I seen the full sink of dirty dishes and a gross mess in our room where he plays his games. I just snapped. I started throwing stuff away and down the stairs. I threw our box fan and broken pc chair down the steps. The chair put a hole in our door.
After that meltdown of sorts, a fight ensued between us. We've been fighting the last few hours. He doesn't want to listen to anything I say. Won't take responsibility for anything he's done\does wrong. I'm over it and the hormones have helped bring it out of me.
I'm hoping things will get better after the baby comes, since I will be able to go back on my meds for anxiety.
On a happy note, my last ultrasound is tomorrow morning at 9am. Can't wait to see her <3
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Hormones: Fights\Meltdowns
By hopejosh » Posted Dec. 11, 2014 7:58pm - 592 views - 2 comments
Not a great day. 25 days to go and these hormones are very much getting the best of me.
My husband likes to play Xbox and PlayStation. Fine and dandy. But he plays A lot. Well today, early afternoon, I just couldn't control myself. I can't stand a dirty, cluttered house. My husband knoows how I feel about it too. He has very few things around here that I ask him to do. Mainly dishes and help keeping our room and bathroom clean. I do everything else. Cook, clean, laundry, diapers etc.
I seen the full sink of dirty dishes and a gross mess in our room where he plays his games. I just snapped. I started throwing stuff away and down the stairs. I threw our box fan and broken pc chair down the steps. The chair put a hole in our door.
After that meltdown of sorts, a fight ensued between us. We've been fighting the last few hours. He doesn't want to listen to anything I say. Won't take responsibility for anything he's done\does wrong. I'm over it and the hormones have helped bring it out of me.
I'm hoping things will get better after the baby comes, since I will be able to go back on my meds for anxiety.
On a happy note, my last ultrasound is tomorrow morning at 9am. Can't wait to see her <3
Comments for this Journal Entry
Comment from hopejosh » Posted Dec. 14, 2014 8:13pm I'm feeling better now. Doing my best to control my emotions lol. Thank you :) | |
Comment from RedBetty » Posted Dec. 12, 2014 11:25am I'm sorry the hormones got the best of you hun, hope you are better and everything is okay now. Hugs |