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dakotagurrl's Pregnancy
My Due Date: January 3, 2022I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 45 years old
Location: Canada
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Thank you all so much for the prayers!
By dakotagurrl » Posted Jan. 3, 2018 1:24pm - 2231 views - 26 comments
We lost our precious Edie this morning, shortly after 9am. She was 5.5 days old and we were left with a difficult decision. We chose to let her go in peace, she was never going to get better. Edie was placed in my arms for our first and last time, her drugs were withdrawn (minus the morphine for comfort) and her breathing tube removed. She died silently and peacefully with her body in my arms and beautiful head in my hand.
On my way home from Toronto, without my baby. It just hurts....there are no words!
I won't be on here for a bit but I truly wish all of u a safe and happy pregnancy/delivery. Enjoy every minute, it really can be taken away in a second!!!
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Thank you all so much for the prayers!
By dakotagurrl » Posted Jan. 3, 2018 1:24pm - 2231 views - 26 comments
We lost our precious Edie this morning, shortly after 9am. She was 5.5 days old and we were left with a difficult decision. We chose to let her go in peace, she was never going to get better. Edie was placed in my arms for our first and last time, her drugs were withdrawn (minus the morphine for comfort) and her breathing tube removed. She died silently and peacefully with her body in my arms and beautiful head in my hand.
On my way home from Toronto, without my baby. It just hurts....there are no words!
I won't be on here for a bit but I truly wish all of u a safe and happy pregnancy/delivery. Enjoy every minute, it really can be taken away in a second!!!
Comments for this Journal Entry
 | Comment from Overthinker » Posted Jan. 4, 2018 9:42am I’m devastated for you. I’m so, so sorry. When you feel up to it, if you want to, share her photo. I’d love to see your little angel. She spent every moment of her life loved. |
| Comment from emzeaston » Posted Jan. 4, 2018 2:14am I’m so so deeply sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts xx |
 | Comment from cmere84 » Posted Jan. 3, 2018 7:34pm Words are useless in a time like this. I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. |
 | Comment from AnnabelleT » Posted Jan. 3, 2018 5:23pm My heart hurts for what you have gone through and what you are still going through. I'm so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers |
 | Comment from Libelula264 » Posted Jan. 3, 2018 4:41pm I am so, so very sorry for your loss. I know no words can help now, but you are most definitely in my thoughts. <3 |
 | Comment from aprilluvsmoz » Posted Jan. 3, 2018 4:31pm I am so very sorry for your loss. My deepest condolences to you and your family during this difficult time. |
| Comment from sonata85 » Posted Jan. 3, 2018 4:26pm Words don't do any justice but I am so sorry for your loss. Continued prayers for you and your family |
| Comment from Starmama14 » Posted Jan. 3, 2018 1:43pm Oh my gosh...my heart is just aching for you right now. I am so very sorry for your loss. I just can't even imagine what you are feeling right now. This is one of those days that I wish all of us ladies on here could meet up and give you a hug and grieve with you. I am thinking of you! |
