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qbdoll's Pregnancy

My Due Date: I suffered a pregnancy loss
Age: 49 years old

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Comment from qbdoll » Posted Feb. 25, 2013 1:45am
Hi honey! I've been trying to live a normal life the last few days. It's only partially working. The D&C was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do in my life. I was scared and sad. I had never been put to sleep before. Thankfully I've have little to no pain, but as I type this I'm cramping a little. The bleeding has almost stopped. I'm just spotting. I'm just trying to figure out how to go on with my life. I now have to tell the few people I told I was pregnant, that I'm no longer pregnant. Not looking forward to that at all. Wish I had kept my mouth shut.

Anyhoo, I hope all is well with you. Please let me know what's going on and how you are doing? I'm still hoping and praying it's multiples! What are you going to do if it is (besides do a happy dance)?

Comment from TheMrs0212 » Posted Feb. 20, 2013 11:58pm
I am doing the same thing. Totally fine one minute and breaking down the next. I never thought I'd be going through something like this. Crazy to think how last week we were blissfully unaware of all these issues and everything was fine, at least in our heads.

My heart breaks for you, and I hope you find some strength to get through tomorrow - or at least a bottle of wine! :( Your getaway in April sounds like it will be much needed for you two!

The hospital is supposed to call me to schedule the additional ultrasound tomorrow. I'm assuming they'll want me in either later tomorrow or Friday. I am scared to death. It's hard, because my husband is a forever optimist, and I keep having to remind him that it's fine to be hopeful, but that he should prepare himself for possibly bad news. My HCG level is so high I'm now thinking something is wrong with me. :(

I'll keep you updated if you're sticking around. Or you can email me at kylieawick@gmail.com. Hang in there.

Comment from qbdoll » Posted Feb. 20, 2013 5:12pm
Hello there!

I hope it's multiples and not anything else. I'm sorry you have to continue to worry. I'll keep praying for you.

Today was very emotional. Just as I thought I was doing okay, I went in for one last sono before tomorrow's procedure, just to be sure. I saw it this time, the nothingness, or should I say no heartbeat. :( I cried while I waited for my doctor. I cried when they took blood to do the work up for tomorrow. I cried in the car. And then I got it together and went shopping. LOL It was the one thing I knew would make me feel better.

So, there are some silver linings in all of this - hubby and I are going on our honeymoon (finally - I was 8 mos pregnant w/my 22 mo old) the 1st of April. Now I don't have to worry about a maternity suit or not being able to have a drink. Speaking of drinks, boy do I need one. Chiraz here I come. Tomorrow will be very bad, I'm dreading it.

When do you go to the hospital for the add'l ultrasound?


Comment from TheMrs0212 » Posted Feb. 20, 2013 4:42pm
Hey lady. I just heard from the doctors office about my blood test. My HCG levels are off the charts high, so they are referring me to my local hospital to do a more in-depth ultrasound. It's possible we are dealing with more than one baby, or maybe an underlying health condition thats causing the high HCG levels. More waiting and worrying. :( I hope you're doing okay. You've been in my thoughts all day.

Comment from TheMrs0212 » Posted Feb. 20, 2013 8:50am
Oh gosh, bless your heart. I know there's nothing I can say that will make you feel any better, so just take it easy today and know God has a plan for you. For us both. My doctors office doesn't open until 10:00 (central time) so I will update then. Fingers crossed, but I am realistic.

Comment from qbdoll » Posted Feb. 19, 2013 9:04pm
No it's not fair. At the moment I'm doing okay but my emotions keep goingup and down like a rroller coaster. I'm still in disbelief that I'm not going to have a baby. I just dont want to believe it. My body still feels very pregnant. If I'm going to miscarry then I wish it would just happen. Still feeling this way is killing me.


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