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About MeJust turning this profile on again in honor of my baby Oscar, who would be turning 4 years old on the 15th. I miss him so much. I wish he was here to kiss little Phoebe's head and be jealous of sharing mommy. :'(
I'm 42 yrs old, married to a wonderful man and we'll be celebrating our 3rd anniversary and 15 years of friendship soon. We have five children between us and an angel, Oscar William. We've been TTC again for almost 3 years after our loss and we're no closer. Still hoping though...
My Birth PlanWe lost our son while I was in labor with him, after getting transferred to the hospital. He was born sleeping on June 15, 2015 at 41 wks gestation. There are no answers, we were just unlucky. It was a hard labor and he was a just a little thing, at only 5lbs and 18 inches. We miss him every day. But nearly every day since he's been born, I've seen a yellow butterfly - sometimes in the most unlikely of places - and I think that's him letting me know he's ok.
Thank you for all the friends on here that have supported me and talked me off of the proverbial ledge many times, both during my pregnancy and afterwards in my grief.