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6 weeks today!
By TheMrs0212 » Posted Feb. 1, 2013 9:08am - 149 views - 1 comment
I am 6 weeks pregnant with little bean today! Aside from being SO tired all of the time, my breasts hurting, and the abdominal cramps, I really can't tell I'm pregnant - sometimes I wonder if it's just all in my head and I'm really not! 5 pregnancy tests, a missing period, and a few symptoms say I am... so I guess I'll believe it!
My first doctors appointment is scheduled for Tuesday February 19th. I am SO excited and nervous. It's complete torture having to wait a month to see my little bean's heartbeat and make sure he/she is okay, but I know it's still too early and waiting is for the best. 18 more days!!!!
Another thing I've noticed...I seem to have perma-PMS. EVERY LITTLE THING ANNOYS ME. And things don't just make me mad, they make me absolutely furious. If I don't murder every animal in my house and my husband, it will be a miracle. I've been told this is normal, but I am ready to feel like my normally happy, non-violent self again. ;)
Everyone keeps asking me, "Are you getting sick yet?" I'm starting to hate that, because when I say no I feel like something is wrong with me. I almost hope I get morning sickness so I have some "proof" something is actually progressing in there. From what I've been told, it doesn't usually hit until 7-8 weeks, so my time may be limited or I may just get lucky! Either way, as long as the baby is healthy... I'm happy!
Some (irrational) fears I've been having: having sex (I know I'll have to get over this one quickly!), pushing too hard when I go to the bathroom (I know, I know), and exercising.
Pretty much everyone I know and love knows I'm pregnant...which I like. We intended on keeping it a secret aside from immediate family, but just couldn't help ourselves. I read somewhere where this girl said that she couldn't stand the thought of nobody knowing her baby existed, even if for just a short time. And I couldn't agree more. Tyler and I have created a life together... a miracle happened, and it would break my heart into a million more pieces if nobody ever knew about it.
Right now I am mostly focusing on staying positive, praying, and trusting in God that everything will be okay. Google has a lot of horror stories, and it is really frightening...but worrying that it will happen to me and my baby is pointless. It's in God's hands. He created this life for a reason, and hopefully will see it through so Tyler and I can finally start a family together. I have faith. <3
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6 weeks today!
By TheMrs0212 » Posted Feb. 1, 2013 9:08am - 149 views - 1 comment
I am 6 weeks pregnant with little bean today! Aside from being SO tired all of the time, my breasts hurting, and the abdominal cramps, I really can't tell I'm pregnant - sometimes I wonder if it's just all in my head and I'm really not! 5 pregnancy tests, a missing period, and a few symptoms say I am... so I guess I'll believe it!
My first doctors appointment is scheduled for Tuesday February 19th. I am SO excited and nervous. It's complete torture having to wait a month to see my little bean's heartbeat and make sure he/she is okay, but I know it's still too early and waiting is for the best. 18 more days!!!!
Another thing I've noticed...I seem to have perma-PMS. EVERY LITTLE THING ANNOYS ME. And things don't just make me mad, they make me absolutely furious. If I don't murder every animal in my house and my husband, it will be a miracle. I've been told this is normal, but I am ready to feel like my normally happy, non-violent self again. ;)
Everyone keeps asking me, "Are you getting sick yet?" I'm starting to hate that, because when I say no I feel like something is wrong with me. I almost hope I get morning sickness so I have some "proof" something is actually progressing in there. From what I've been told, it doesn't usually hit until 7-8 weeks, so my time may be limited or I may just get lucky! Either way, as long as the baby is healthy... I'm happy!
Some (irrational) fears I've been having: having sex (I know I'll have to get over this one quickly!), pushing too hard when I go to the bathroom (I know, I know), and exercising.
Pretty much everyone I know and love knows I'm pregnant...which I like. We intended on keeping it a secret aside from immediate family, but just couldn't help ourselves. I read somewhere where this girl said that she couldn't stand the thought of nobody knowing her baby existed, even if for just a short time. And I couldn't agree more. Tyler and I have created a life together... a miracle happened, and it would break my heart into a million more pieces if nobody ever knew about it.
Right now I am mostly focusing on staying positive, praying, and trusting in God that everything will be okay. Google has a lot of horror stories, and it is really frightening...but worrying that it will happen to me and my baby is pointless. It's in God's hands. He created this life for a reason, and hopefully will see it through so Tyler and I can finally start a family together. I have faith. <3
Comments for this Journal Entry
 | Comment from GLMyers1986 » Posted Feb. 8, 2013 5:43pm I also experience not much of the morning sickness. Nothing besides the sore boobies,and pinching pulling feeling/abdominal cramps. And being irritated about everything and SLEEPING hours and hours lol. Was also scared to have SEX or even move much at all. I rather be safe and lazy then the other,ya know. My husband believes TOTALLY we will have & hold this baby..he helps build my faith which I should have not doubted in the first place. But being first time pregnant & mommies it's all scary. I go in Feb 18th around my 10th week to hopefully hear heartbeat by then by Doppler. I still have yet to see my lil one by Ultrasound which I though was always to happen around 6weeks. I guess my Dr is holding off til 12-15 weeks!(2nd Trimester) We may even find the GENDER by then if it's by 15 weeks plus. My second Trimester starts around March 13th. Exciting! So glad to have so many blessed baby bump friends to follow and talk to. Prayers for you 2 Xoxoxo |
