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God doesn't cause hurt, He heals it.
By TheMrs0212 » Posted Feb. 25, 2013 9:09am - 462 views - 1 comment
Sigh. I am absolutely dreading going back to work today. I work in a small office and we're all very close so they all know what's going on, but I still don't want to see anyone. Mainly because I know that nobody knows what to do or say, and it just makes it uncomfortable. But, I can't hide away in my house forever, even though I want to. It's just hard to go on with "normal" life when something like this is going on. Nothing that was important to me before feels important now. It's like when someone close to you dies, and you go to the funeral and mourn... and then you go on with your daily life, almost like it never happened. It feels wrong.
This is such an emotional roller coaster. One minute I'm completely fine, the next I'm breaking down. I know that it would be easier on my heart to prepare myself for the worst now, but I just can't give up hope.
Tyler has been amazing this last week. It's so hard for him to be able to take off work especially in the middle of the day, but he has worked it out and been there for me every step of the way. He is my number one cheerleader. I've always loved his positivity and how he makes me laugh even through tears. One thing is for sure, whatever the outcome of all of this, we will definitely be stronger than we were before.
I just keep thinking about something my friend Krista told me. God doesn't cause hurt, He heals it.
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God doesn't cause hurt, He heals it.
By TheMrs0212 » Posted Feb. 25, 2013 9:09am - 462 views - 1 comment
Sigh. I am absolutely dreading going back to work today. I work in a small office and we're all very close so they all know what's going on, but I still don't want to see anyone. Mainly because I know that nobody knows what to do or say, and it just makes it uncomfortable. But, I can't hide away in my house forever, even though I want to. It's just hard to go on with "normal" life when something like this is going on. Nothing that was important to me before feels important now. It's like when someone close to you dies, and you go to the funeral and mourn... and then you go on with your daily life, almost like it never happened. It feels wrong.
This is such an emotional roller coaster. One minute I'm completely fine, the next I'm breaking down. I know that it would be easier on my heart to prepare myself for the worst now, but I just can't give up hope.
Tyler has been amazing this last week. It's so hard for him to be able to take off work especially in the middle of the day, but he has worked it out and been there for me every step of the way. He is my number one cheerleader. I've always loved his positivity and how he makes me laugh even through tears. One thing is for sure, whatever the outcome of all of this, we will definitely be stronger than we were before.
I just keep thinking about something my friend Krista told me. God doesn't cause hurt, He heals it.
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 | Comment from Lozie84 » Posted Feb. 25, 2013 8:46pm Oh darling. God bless your husband for being so strong and supportive. What a gift. Your friend Krista sounds very wise! It is a huge challenge to not question God in these hard times. God has a bigger plan for us then we have for ourselves so please continue to trust in Him. Am praying for you and your husband. Good luck with back to work, I hope even though it is painful, that you can let people love you and offer their support. x |
