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My Due Date: March 3, 2014
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Age: 41 years old

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Friday 6/28/13 - A Little Calmer Today
By So_much_hope » Posted Jun. 28, 2013 4:30pm - 131 views - 0 comments

Well, ever since I received my excellent beta numbers I've been a lot calmer.. thank goodness!!

I am happy to say I have a new symptom to report! This morning my gums bled while brushing my teeth. And my gums never ever bleed! At first I was a bit disappointed because I hate the taste of blood and its gross but then I was elated! Another pregnancy symptom!! Woohoo!!! I never had bleeding gums with my last pg. Other than that not a lot of change.. my boob pain is getting worse and more frequent - yay!! I am still bloated and taking the miralax for constipation. I am super gassy and I've had a bit of heartburn. I actually had to take a tums last night.. only one though. I also had a little nausea last night but I think it was all in my head.

My Brother in law, his wife, and their two kids are coming over tonight for a bbq, and my sil happens to be my best friend so it works out well. Our babies were supposed to be 2 weeks apart but I miscarried.. Her baby is 5 weeks old now. I'd be lying if I said it didn't cause distance between us. I haven't shared with her anything about my ttc journey since.. it was too hard to talk to someone who was pregnant about it.. and now that she's not pregnant it just doesn't seem worth it. I've gone through so much and unless you've been there with me the whole way you have no idea of the emotional turmoil and physical stress/pain involved. The whole journey seems minimized when I tell people that haven't been there the whole time with me. Someday I'm sure I'll tell her but not yet.

I just hope dh can keep his trap shut. He cannot keep a secret to save his life. I know he wants to tell everyone I am pg but I am stil wanting to keep it a secret... hopefully until will see the heartbeat on the 15th!

No picture today....

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