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My Due Date: March 3, 2014I have given birth!
Age: 41 years old
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Thursday 09/12/13 - 15 Weeks 3 Days
By So_much_hope » Posted Sep. 12, 2013 5:24pm - 177 views - 1 comment
I am tired. I am tired because Jeff is an ass. Well not really but he went out a group of Microsoft Clients to dinner and drinks last night. When he does this he usually gets home around 11pm. Well when I woke up at 12:15am to pee he wasn't home. I started to freak out. So I texted him. No answer. So I called him and his phone was OFF! At this point my pg brain started running the line of horrible things that were keeping him out - a car accident where his phone was damaged or another woman (which is COMPLETELY irrational because he'd NEVER do that). Anyway I was distraught and called him a few more times. Finally around 12:45 he answered and said he was on his way home. He said he got to Kirland early so he messed around on his phone for awhile and that must have killed his battery, and it died later that night. By the time he got home I was sobbing and needless to say I didn't sleep from 12:15am on. So I am exhausted.
And then work today was horrible. Just one things after another.
Plus, I am getting so nervous that something is wrong with my pregnancy. Its been way too long since the pregnancy has been confirmed healthy and we've heard the heartbeat. We are headed to Issaquah tomorrow night to my newphews soccer practice/game and I am tempted to stop by the hospital and have them run the doppler on me so I can have some peace of mind. I just don't know if I can make it until next Friday. My boobs are not sore at all and its freaking me out. I don't think Jeff will support my wanting to run up there real quick so we'll see. This friggin sucks.
I've really had an awful day and I'm in an awful mood.
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Thursday 09/12/13 - 15 Weeks 3 Days
By So_much_hope » Posted Sep. 12, 2013 5:24pm - 177 views - 1 comment
I am tired. I am tired because Jeff is an ass. Well not really but he went out a group of Microsoft Clients to dinner and drinks last night. When he does this he usually gets home around 11pm. Well when I woke up at 12:15am to pee he wasn't home. I started to freak out. So I texted him. No answer. So I called him and his phone was OFF! At this point my pg brain started running the line of horrible things that were keeping him out - a car accident where his phone was damaged or another woman (which is COMPLETELY irrational because he'd NEVER do that). Anyway I was distraught and called him a few more times. Finally around 12:45 he answered and said he was on his way home. He said he got to Kirland early so he messed around on his phone for awhile and that must have killed his battery, and it died later that night. By the time he got home I was sobbing and needless to say I didn't sleep from 12:15am on. So I am exhausted.
And then work today was horrible. Just one things after another.
Plus, I am getting so nervous that something is wrong with my pregnancy. Its been way too long since the pregnancy has been confirmed healthy and we've heard the heartbeat. We are headed to Issaquah tomorrow night to my newphews soccer practice/game and I am tempted to stop by the hospital and have them run the doppler on me so I can have some peace of mind. I just don't know if I can make it until next Friday. My boobs are not sore at all and its freaking me out. I don't think Jeff will support my wanting to run up there real quick so we'll see. This friggin sucks.
I've really had an awful day and I'm in an awful mood.
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 | Comment from Rhid78 » Posted Sep. 12, 2013 11:57pm Msg me to vent if you like... Also, have you thought of getting an at home doppler to help ease the anxiety? xo |
