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My Due Date: March 3, 2014I have given birth!
Age: 41 years old
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Sunday 09/15/13 - 15 Weeks 6 Days
By So_much_hope » Posted Sep. 17, 2013 7:05am - 325 views - 1 comment
I had a 100% total breakdown tonight. My fears of losing this baby, that I've already lost the baby got the best of me. I was sobbing. I just don't understand why I still can't feel my uterus yet. Additionally, my syptoms are almost all gone, hardly any boob pain. I know in the 2nd trimester symptoms are supposed to let up but its so nerve wracking. I just can't go 4 weeks between appointments. I need better assurance that my baby is still alive in there. I know if I wouldn't have lost one to a missed miscarriage before I wouldn't be this nervous but I am. Ugh.. My appointment is not until Friday. The wait is torture. I should have insisted we stop at the hospital (where my doctor is located) Friday evening when we were up near it... the worrying is not good for the baby, I know that...
I've attached tonight's bumpdate. Belly seems to be getting smaller. I guess I am not as bloated today... maybe it has to do with the walking.. I went for another walk today.
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Sunday 09/15/13 - 15 Weeks 6 Days
By So_much_hope » Posted Sep. 17, 2013 7:05am - 325 views - 1 comment
I had a 100% total breakdown tonight. My fears of losing this baby, that I've already lost the baby got the best of me. I was sobbing. I just don't understand why I still can't feel my uterus yet. Additionally, my syptoms are almost all gone, hardly any boob pain. I know in the 2nd trimester symptoms are supposed to let up but its so nerve wracking. I just can't go 4 weeks between appointments. I need better assurance that my baby is still alive in there. I know if I wouldn't have lost one to a missed miscarriage before I wouldn't be this nervous but I am. Ugh.. My appointment is not until Friday. The wait is torture. I should have insisted we stop at the hospital (where my doctor is located) Friday evening when we were up near it... the worrying is not good for the baby, I know that...
I've attached tonight's bumpdate. Belly seems to be getting smaller. I guess I am not as bloated today... maybe it has to do with the walking.. I went for another walk today.
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 | Comment from Kitten » Posted Sep. 17, 2013 12:41pm I'm sorry.. I hope everything is okay. Hugs |
