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My Due Date: March 3, 2014I have given birth!
Age: 41 years old
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Friday 11/08/13 - 23 Weeks 4 Days
By So_much_hope » Posted Nov. 8, 2013 5:01pm - 261 views - 0 comments
Everything hit me today at work and I broke down MULTIPLE times.... it sucked so bad and it was so embarassing. I'd just start crying for no reason. I am just so physically exhausted and mentally beat up. There was one time today I just started crying and HUGE tears were rolling down my face and I couldn't stop. I wasn't sobbing or anything but the tears just kept coming. It was horrible... And then the embarassment set in and I started crying more. I just can't win. My feet are killing me from being on them all day. I am not used to that at all. And the extra weight doesn't help one bit!
Baby girl hasn't been super active today which makes me nervous. Hopefully she is fine though.
Tonight we are going to our nephew's 5th bday party... I have no idea what to wear. I was thinking a dress with leggings but I only have 2 dresses and I feel like I should save them until I'm bigger. I suppose I could wear them more than once but since its a family even I'll definitely see these people again. So I guess I will wear jeans and a maternity shirt but I am so self concious about my back fat I've developed.. it like over flows my bra :( Ugh..... Then tomorrow night we are going to my Aunts for my Mom's and Uncle's 60th bday party. I didn't do anything special for my mom :( I feel horrible. I think she wants money towards fabric because she said she has lots of sewing to do since she has a grand baby on the way :) My mom is an encredible quilter.
My heartburn has been out of control lately... probably because I've been eating like crap.. Ugh. I swear I am losing it. I've stopped walking, I'm eating like crap, I am stressed, etc. etc. etc. Ahhhh!!
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Friday 11/08/13 - 23 Weeks 4 Days
By So_much_hope » Posted Nov. 8, 2013 5:01pm - 261 views - 0 comments
Everything hit me today at work and I broke down MULTIPLE times.... it sucked so bad and it was so embarassing. I'd just start crying for no reason. I am just so physically exhausted and mentally beat up. There was one time today I just started crying and HUGE tears were rolling down my face and I couldn't stop. I wasn't sobbing or anything but the tears just kept coming. It was horrible... And then the embarassment set in and I started crying more. I just can't win. My feet are killing me from being on them all day. I am not used to that at all. And the extra weight doesn't help one bit!
Baby girl hasn't been super active today which makes me nervous. Hopefully she is fine though.
Tonight we are going to our nephew's 5th bday party... I have no idea what to wear. I was thinking a dress with leggings but I only have 2 dresses and I feel like I should save them until I'm bigger. I suppose I could wear them more than once but since its a family even I'll definitely see these people again. So I guess I will wear jeans and a maternity shirt but I am so self concious about my back fat I've developed.. it like over flows my bra :( Ugh..... Then tomorrow night we are going to my Aunts for my Mom's and Uncle's 60th bday party. I didn't do anything special for my mom :( I feel horrible. I think she wants money towards fabric because she said she has lots of sewing to do since she has a grand baby on the way :) My mom is an encredible quilter.
My heartburn has been out of control lately... probably because I've been eating like crap.. Ugh. I swear I am losing it. I've stopped walking, I'm eating like crap, I am stressed, etc. etc. etc. Ahhhh!!
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