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My Due Date: July 24, 2014I have given birth!
Age: 35 years old
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Hurry up Valentine's Day!
By mrsamanda » Posted Jan. 31, 2014 11:35am - 219 views - 2 comments
2 weeks... A whole 14 days. Then we will know what we are having! It's so nerve racking! I'm so ready to be in the know! Blue or pink?!?! Ahh! 13 days before we go back to the dr. I need to ask him how many people I'm allowed in the room with me to see if I can go ahead and start paying on a birth photo session. I've even shopping around. They are so expensive! Jeez. I'm stressing so bad. Money money money. We are behind on a couple of our bills and it's so hard playing catch up. On top of needing to buy all sorts of different things for the baby. I worry I'm not gonna be a good momma, I get so irritated and sick of the dog. How can I take care of a baby if I just wanna beat my dog all the time because he won't stop pissin me off? :/ Ugh. So much to worry about. I just need a few thousand dollars to drop into my mailbox and I'll be good. We could catch up and be on track again. It feels like we will never be on track. I'm ready to start making purchases, but that's kinda hard to do when you are having to give away almost your entire paycheck every week.
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Hurry up Valentine's Day!
By mrsamanda » Posted Jan. 31, 2014 11:35am - 219 views - 2 comments
2 weeks... A whole 14 days. Then we will know what we are having! It's so nerve racking! I'm so ready to be in the know! Blue or pink?!?! Ahh! 13 days before we go back to the dr. I need to ask him how many people I'm allowed in the room with me to see if I can go ahead and start paying on a birth photo session. I've even shopping around. They are so expensive! Jeez. I'm stressing so bad. Money money money. We are behind on a couple of our bills and it's so hard playing catch up. On top of needing to buy all sorts of different things for the baby. I worry I'm not gonna be a good momma, I get so irritated and sick of the dog. How can I take care of a baby if I just wanna beat my dog all the time because he won't stop pissin me off? :/ Ugh. So much to worry about. I just need a few thousand dollars to drop into my mailbox and I'll be good. We could catch up and be on track again. It feels like we will never be on track. I'm ready to start making purchases, but that's kinda hard to do when you are having to give away almost your entire paycheck every week.
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 | Comment from emmapeal9 » Posted Jan. 31, 2014 3:47pm You are not a psycho abusive animal beater. Dogs are bad sometimes. It happens. Sometimes its small bad, sometimes BIG bad. You're good. You'll be a fine mother! Try not to stress too much. One thing I've learned is that things have their way of working out. And if they don't, you'll end up working around that too and keep going. Your kids won't notice if you can't take them to Disneyland or buy them a new toy every trip to the store. They'll remember playing WITH you and how much love they felt growing up. :) Is it Valentine's Day yet!?!?! |
 | Comment from mrsamanda » Posted Jan. 31, 2014 12:57pm I realize this post probably makes me sound like a psycho abusive animal beater, but I'm really not. He gets popped every now and then, but lately he has been working my nerves and I just can't take any more stress right now. I still worry about being a good mom. DH says he believes I will be a fine mother.. But sometimes it's hard to believe your spouse because they are married to you, they are suppose to say nice things. Lol. |
