ambewilson's Pregnancy

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I can't believe this PIG is the father of my child!
Posted Apr. 18, 2013 3:00pm - 350 views - 0 comments
So, I'm hanging out with Bd's brother's wife last night, catching up bc we haven't seen each other since the break up. She tells me in so many words that my unborn son is going to be a big brother!! C... [Read more]Weight Gain for the first time in the whole pregnancy (34w 5d)
Posted Apr. 17, 2013 9:02am - 258 views - 0 comments
So yesterday I had a routine check up with the midwife. I gained 5lbs in two weeks! I was so upset. Especially since I've been more active over the past week than I have in months. The midwife (who is... [Read more]I know I can't trust him for me but, what about for my baby?
Posted Mar. 29, 2013 1:53pm - 250 views - 2 comments
So yesterday the Home Nurse, Cindy, came to work at lunch hour for our usual biweekly class. She met me in the lobby as usual at noon on the dot. What made this one different, is that HE actually show... [Read more]I might as well get the idea of HIM being around for the baby out of my head!
Posted Mar. 20, 2013 2:27pm - 270 views - 3 comments
So for the past couple days I've been trying to text Jamie and make him rationalize about this whole thing. Sure, I'll never trust him and he'll always be a grimey little skeeze for leaving me at 5 1/... [Read more]Weekend away, 3D Ultrasound, mood swings, and a run in with the BD
Posted Mar. 12, 2013 10:32am - 255 views - 0 comments
I had a mini weekend vacation when I went to Philadelphia with my sister, mom, andmy sister's friend. I got a 3d/4d ultrasound done. It was really exciting to get an idea of how Alek is going to look.... [Read more]Finally! A full night's sleep!
Posted Mar. 5, 2013 9:57am - 316 views - 2 comments
I actually got a full(ish) night of sleep last night. Even though I still had to get up and use the bathroom, I went right back to sleep. It's probably because I was so tired from last night but, it f... [Read more]I really wish the middle of the night anxiety would end
Posted Mar. 4, 2013 9:14am - 337 views - 2 comments
Another night of interrupted sleep. Woke up around 2:15a and couldn't get back to sleep until after 4:00a. I hate waking up, then of course I need to use the restroom. Then my mind starts racing. It's... [Read more]Having second thoughts about single parenting
Posted Feb. 25, 2013 8:33am - 280 views - 3 comments
Lately, it's really been hitting me how really alone I feel in all of this. Raising a baby all by myself. Sure, I have family and friends that will show up and "help" out once my son is born... [Read more]